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By Naisula Gideon
sula_gideon@yahoo.com |
I only go out when it rains
You haunt me of my emotions of my well being of us
Caught up in this feeling called "love"
Only to find out lust reveals itself
I only go out when it rains cause when I cry
I cry tears that are never ending
This way you or no one else can see or
feel the pain I'm feeling
I take in deep breathes, I breath...I breath your name
Only to hear not your name but something else...
These walls are taunting me of that horrible name
I can't stay inside these walls because the mirrors
reveal your face no longer see my reflection
But an invisible nobody you made me believe that I am
So where am I to go when I can't bear to look at the
mirrors on these walls?!...
and where am I to go if it isn't raining either?!
You see I'm captured
No where to go... I'm trapped no escape
Not even a window to look out of, I'm alone
You keep me here, trapped...like I'm a criminal to you
But what am I to you... really!....
I only go out when it rains cause when I cry
I cry tears that are never ending this way you
Or no one else can see or feel the pain I'm feeling
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